this...
was not supposed to happen.
how could i?
how could i be so hateful?
i wished for nothing beyond your smile.
and i swear i didn't mean for it to feel like this.
i'm sorry i wasn't what you wanted me to be.
i wish it didn't have to end this way.
if there was one thing i could say to you...
it would be to never abandon who you are.
if that means the hopeless romantic...
the hopelessly confused teenager...
the dreamer...
the liar...
the sugar coated wonder i want to see when i look at you...
the friend...
don't forget who he is.
who ever you are.
because that is the one i love so dearly.
don't lose sight of that man.
i told you once that your life would be so much better if i was never a part of it.
now do you believe me?
if i hadn't said a word to you...
you'd still be in love with her.
you'd still be just fine.
but i had to come in...
swoop down and steal everything.
words can't express how sorry i am...
sorry that it had to end like this...
sorry i ever tried to understand...
so, so sorry i wasted my time.
i still love you dearly.
and we will meet again.
someday.
this isn't goodbye.
it is merely a see-you-later.
it's never goodbye.
because i'll see you again...
i'll see you again in the greatest unknown.
and i'll continue to wait.
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